Blog #9

For the past year I have began to notice my biggest flaw; i often care TOO much, and give my ALL to those who do not deserve it. Lately, I have noticed how majority of the people in my life fully accepts everything that i do for them, and allow me to do help them with their problems. However, now that i look back, i realize their was absolutely nobody in my life who was willing to go the same lengths as me in order to make another person happy. Honestly, I am the type of person that will do any and everything for my family, friends,and those in which i care about. It seem like i often give my all to those who do not deserve it. I cant understand why though; why wouldn't a person want to reciprocate the love a friend blessed them with. At this point in my life i feel used, upset and fed up. i have noticed my flaw of caring too much for a long time now. But, on this day, i take a vow; do not treat others how you would want to be treated, instead treat others how they treat you. Sometime i just feel like breaking down and crying, because it is the people that i would have never imagined that would do this to me. When people get around other people they want to act different, and phony. For what? i will never understand! When other people are around you hardly know me, right? ok! No problem! i thought you was my bestfriend, and i thought you was my number one, but i guess i had that confused too.....